Love Will Tear Us Apart

Ok so there is this boy,
and he is just so amazing!
I mean i know i say that about all of my crushes but this one is different, really different.
He listens to me
he talks to me
He lets me read his lyrics.

He's everything i want.
Then why can't i not tell him?

I mean it shouldn't be that hard,
i can tell him everything else.
Just not whats important

Sure he has assholes friends that hate my guts and will not leave me alone.
In fact i think his one friend knows.
Now I'm so confused.
and i feel that if i tell him,
we won't be friends anymore.
And if that happens,
I'd be devastated.
He's my everything,
i can turn to him whenever.

Someone tell me why then,
why we can't be more.
Why we aren't more.
Why i can't tell him.

He says that i should tell the guy i like, (yes I've asked for advice on the problem, to him)

he says that if i don't i will regret it.
But i fear i will regret telling him if i do.

Why the hell is love this way?


Since the day i meet you,
and after all we've been through
I'm still addict-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you